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Help me, hold you

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 16:25:39 GMT

Its getting so hard to love you when all your insecurities are silently pushing me away.

HALLELUJAH

Tue, 27 May 2008 12:23:17 GMT

Hello I am bored and impulsive and thus I am shifting blog. I'm sick of xanga so i'm moving on, thanks to Fifi's persuasion too. Hehe bye! *kissy*

&& I am a material girl

Mon, 26 May 2008 15:21:18 GMT

Amanda panda meowmeow so cute I luv u muchies xxoo

ABZ the crank says: (12:13:40 AM)
be happy k my classmate said you're pretty ;)

MUAHAHAHA I AM QUEEN.

Just kidding, getting a little ego there. Today was great and tiring. Sch was beyond boring, headed to town with Em and Mich after that. Then Em went to meet her friends, me and Mich hung around and talked and basked in each other's luvvvv. Got our hair done and blown dry etc before I went to buy cashew nuts with lizard (during her work break teehee so kewt like married couple.. kidding ) then she walked me to the mrt where I rushed to Ry's place to bake stuffs yaye! So nice cinnamon buns, mom was a bitch but all is good now.

Oh yes Mich best

Mich: Let's spend today telling each other stuffs we dunno about each other

(5 mins later)

Eme: I hate walking slow. I hate standing still. It annoys me. You?
Mich: Err.. I hate walking fast and I hate not standing still. (grins)
Eme: -______________-"

If you haven't noticed, everyday is riveting back to Emery days. Me so happy sia ~~

my Mom actually bought my sista that tight shirt whao exploding oobs for her, ANW SEE MY PRETTY BOOKSHELVES :D

bye bye Diamonds are a girl's best friend

I am lovin the moulin rouge soundtrack

1) At what age do you wish to marry?

I wanna marry in Canada where gay marriage is legal. Tee hee & i wanna live with Ry and co and Abby! okay I have so much plans for the future.

2) Study hard or play hard?

PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY to the mux till it gets boring and I wanna study.

3) Who is the person you trust the most?

I never fully trust a person, never. I tell people different things about myself, I guess I'm afraid of being vunerable and constantly have that fear that I'll be blackmailed. Stupid and narrowminded, right? But if I have to choose someone, no not one, I trust too many too much. Yknw who you guys are.

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?

It depends really. Sometimes I'm really down in the dumps and I feel like utter crap and other days.. my ego's exploding.

5) If you can have a dream, what would it be?

Teehee thinking about it makes me so happy. We'll have a little world of our own. We'll just need a day, it'll be you and me and nobody else. We'll do everything I like and you will give me little kisses on my forehead lying at the beach. And then you'll bring me for an awesome dinner with the most fantastic food and you will treat me like a princess and i will treat you like its your last day on earth. And we will go home and cuddle over dvds till we fall asleep whispering sweet secrets. Yay I foresee this day coming sooooon. HOPEFULLY

or..

Every perfect Saturday with my best friend. :)

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Yeppppp saw it before.

7) What is your goal for this year?

Keep the friends I've made this year, keep the friends I made last year, never take anyone for granted. And try to be punctual.

8) Do you believe in eternity love?

I wouldn't know until I've experienced it first hand.

9) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?

Umm i guess so

1o) What feeling do you love the most?

The feeling of being safe, of being loved, treasured and cared for as though you're the only one in this world.

11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

Trust, love, sacrifice.

12) What feeling do you hate the most?

The one where the person whom you thought was a notch above everyone else puts you down so badly, you're comparable to dirt.

13) Do you cherish every friendship of yours?

I try to.

14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

To make my family, friends and loved one proud of me. Not to let them down or disappoint them.

15) Who do you hope to be always there for you?

No need to hope siah I am blessed with friendsforeverz.

16) Do you believe in God?

Yes I do.

17) Who is your best friend?

You know who you are.

18) Who cares for you the most?

Those whom I care the most for.

19) Describe the person who tagged you with five words.

MENTAL RETARDATION TO THE MAX

20) Who do you love most?

:)))) they know.

Do you know what it feels like?

Mon, 26 May 2008 05:39:54 GMT

"It's the afterwards. I feel so safe in your arms. It's not the sex, its not. Its the afterwards. What about you? Do you feel safe the way I do?

"No, I feel safe all the time. All the time when I'm with you."

sighhhh I hate the way I spew my words without second thoughts and thus hurting the one I love the most. I love you baby, never ever doubt that. Ever.

Grab a partner

Sun, 25 May 2008 14:45:20 GMT

Hello I'm finally home proper and I can blog. Sigh there's school tomorrow talk about tiring, sheesh. Thank god the test is not tomorrow or I will attempt suicide.

Mommy's home, I'm so happy to see her I flew into her arms. Tee hee.

Kkk so I spent my Friday night in school. Em sang awesomely! :) Hung around school with my mates before heading to town. Met vick marisse etc a really big bunch of people. Sat around and stoned and breathed in 2nd hand smoke like hell, headed to cine for dinner @ usa diner with everyone and it was so warm we decided to head to V's to swim. So cheez muriz cw gen van came over too, got chased out of V's condo so we snuck into cherrygarden for a late night 3am swim.

All of us went to V's place where I got hungry and van cooked up a storm.. not. Ate and fell asleep almost straight away. :)

Woke up and daddy fetched me home, took a bath and left to meet baby. Got her shoes and my ice cream and we went to meet Kim the biatch. Sat around, went to find vick. Had dinner with her and her classmates before going to find muriz and co @ far east. Sat around and breathed in 2nd hand smoke again.

Met baby for a while before daddy came to pick me and we headed to the airport! Glad to see mommy again. Home sweet home.

PHOTO MONTAGEEEEE

Emmmm, right before our presentation

"Wriggle" HAHAHA

Em is awesome

Michelle so pretty

Veronicaaaa

Okay with better fringe for her

Mich Em Eme

Tiqaaaaa

Charades with Cw

V cutiepie

Cheez Em V Cw grossfaceGen

Cheez is a winner \m/

YAYYYY HAHAHAHA

Gen another one

Freaking look like Tanny man

Vick babe

Vannnn

HAHA Monster Marisse

Me proposing to Vicky with my phone

Saturday! i look so much taller than you

You never fail to give me the butterfliesssss

Muah

Kim biatch slap me so many times

Hi sweetie

Angry lezzie

Kristie!!!! <3

Mommy at duty free 24 hr shop (HAHAHA JINGYI)

Sistaaa

YAY YAY YAY

yay yay yay. :D

I know so many people have it but i lovelovelove it

Eme says: (11:42:17 PM)
heard of the story
Eme says: (11:42:21 PM)
dog who cried wolf
Eme says: (11:42:26 PM)
i mean BOY hahaha

HAHAHA SHIT BALLZ.

Anyway I spent today with..

you are so pretty ruiyi

You are irreplaceable i love you and will always stand by you. My words are nothing but my actions are everything. But you know my heart best you know how much i love and care and blahhhh and i will become a firm family friend, your mother will love me and she will always invite me to bake bread with you two. Yay

Spent today with this monster watching dvds, doing crosswords, taking a walk at the park before going back for dinner. In other words, spent today in the most perfect way ever. :)

OKAY BYE BYE long week ahead, heading to town tomorrw with Michelle heh
-says: (11:51:11 PM)
NO
- says: (11:51:14 PM)
SAYING
- says: (11:51:15 PM)
FCUK
Eme says: (11:53:31 PM)
REALLLLYYYYYYYYYYYY
Eme says: (11:53:32 PM)
WAH
Eme says: (11:53:33 PM)
HIP
Eme says: (11:53:34 PM)
KEEP IT UP
Eme says: (11:53:36 PM)
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA
- says: (11:53:38 PM)
HHAHAHA
Eme says: (11:53:41 PM)
ONE MORE SWEAR PARTNER

i am such a mean friend. Well well well - was telling me about how she's starting swearing haha.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Sat, 24 May 2008 17:06:39 GMT

Emeline, that was fucking tactless.

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

God..

Sat, 24 May 2008 16:50:49 GMT

Oh no oh no oh no God I really need your help right now. Please protect and bless and take care of her. Please. I am duper worried to tears and I know you know that. With all of me God, amen.

:'((((((((((

Why does Lizard need to work at the periods I need her most urghhhhhhhh my heart jumps 10 000 ft at every text recieved.

God, you know my heart. And you know hers.

Makes me wonder

Sat, 24 May 2008 05:08:20 GMT

I had a crazy, tiring night yesterday. By the end of the night I was so shagged. This morning I woke up in shock thinking, "Where the hell am I?"

No, I did not consumed a drop of alcohol.

Anyway yay i'm meeting long lost kim today. :) and mom's coming back!

P.S. Is it a blessing or a curse to have found someone you absolutely cannot lose?

You picked the perfect day to bump into me

Fri, 23 May 2008 06:18:31 GMT

Hello yes its 3pm on a Friday and I'm going for a swim soon! (Yes vick I'm a swimaholic btw i miss you when am i seeing you huh?) Gonna head for Em's gig after that, see Em i'm such a supportive friend. You'd better support me too when.. err.. i have my own gig? Hahaha

So the past few days have been stressful but that has come to pass. Awesumz i couldn't be happier. My speech was good and our presentation was "well balanced, both the powerpoint and the video. It was good." quoting our teacher. Yay snaps for my group.

I can finally post photos from the past few days, redundant, stupid photos but still. Photos.

Michelle so kewt like a funnybunny, you're gonna get your pay (in hongkee accent)

Worse group member on earth, sleeping during project timing

Nvm, we were watching the Orphanage HAHAHA

This was Writ Comm lec and everyone was sleeping, seriously

The really hard not to love Veronica. (She looks like ugly betty, let me show you)

Right one, LOOK LIKE NOT (sorry V steal your photos)

OMG SERIOUSLY?? The one on the right duhhhhhh

Everyone's sleeping with the teacher in front, that's me in the Gerrard shirt, im an avid supporter.. not.

Bye and I love Em (below) she is awesomessss right?

Oh oh anyway Speech comm yesterday was something different. Teehee it was a good different, an emotional different. Kk i cooked my own dinner last night! Cheesy mushrooms, egg & tomato omelette and eggy rice haha yummy it was nice. Babe came over and we did crossword puzzles in bed and watched stupid serials before falling into a deep slumber.

&& Amanda I love youuuuu & i will always stick by you. We will have our girly talks all the time kk hugssss.

You taught me to use my heart and forget my eyes.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Wed, 21 May 2008 16:17:57 GMT

Don't disappear.

Sigh work overload. I don't feel like sleeping despite an early morning tomorrow. I have no time for a photo entry! And I had a great time with my diabolical dynamic double duo.

School tomorrow again sianjipua. Need to get Mr Macbook repaired.

I hate cold wars to the maximum.